Behind the Lies

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The words I write just don't make sense
A pattern struck forbidden mess
To weave these wicked webs by day
By night to know your love no less

Time it passes swift with fear
Another hour slow draw near
False reminder hope unfound
Darkened days will soon be crowned

People pass with downward eyes
Inner demons screaming lies
"Worthless scum of sick decent
Bow down to me your will is bent

Self harm and spew, you wicked whore
Look at me, your darkened lord
What seemed to you beauty find
I twist and turn, control your mind"

Standing here this twist of fate
Freedom said were chains of hate
Death, destruction, web of lies
In pretty wrapping, rainbow ties

Pretty faces tell this tale
Of broken hearts a darkened veil
Tears she cried as streaks rundown
Wear depression as a gown

But hearts of stone none can see
Everybody here is free
Despite the fact I'm not on task
Soon all you see is my mask

C.K.A.-(Computer Killers Anonymous)

"Hi...... I'm Kelly.... and I'm a Computer Killer."
So, this month has been crazy, And then to add to the craziness I killed my computer. Ahhh A world with out technology is a simpler one. I found myself with more time to spend with friends and family. Who would have thought such a simple game of sardines could prove to be such fun when played at the Mall of America. xP


So here's the story. I killed my computer a few weeks ago, and of course My communication with friends was cut off as well. I was not very happy about this turn of events, but I wasn't in a hurry to fix my computer, I figured it was a lost cause like all my computers before. So after a few weeks I was discussing my computer problems with a friend and He told me he could fix it. Now at first glance he does not look like anybody who would be into fixing computers and such, so the fact that he said that shocked me, and I chuckled telling him yeah right, he was insistent that he could do it, finally he said "I'll bet you $20 I can fix your computer." I raised my eyebrow at him and finally said laughing, "Ok. it cant hurt to try." So I gave him my comp, and that evening I got a call. "You owe me $20" >.<

Well I got my computer back on Thursday morning, since I needed it for my first hour class. I didn't open it to see if it worked, I just took his word for it, thanked him and gave him his, or rather MY, $20. lol.. First hour came, and I had my jump drive hooked up to my computer so I could open up the necessary files to finish up working on my PPT. Presentation. Thus my teacher is standing over my shoulder so I could show her what I had done. I open the computer, and I first notice how clean it is, that should have been a warning sign right there that something was going to be amiss. Next I noticed a smiley sticker by my webcam, a Roman signature. I press the power button, and the computer purrs to life, a welcoming sound. Until I saw my log-in Icon..... A Cat! I nearly died of laughter, because he knows how much I hate cats, and still chose to make it my icon, which I have yet to change even now. I figured that was the end of my trouble, and that everything else would be fine. But then My computer turns on, and I see this...........



My New background.... HAHAHA Roman. What would I do without my awesome friends!?!?