"KYLE!?!?!?!" LOL

Face of an angel?? hmmm.. Do you really think so? Shall we review the evidence from the past 3 hours, Then you can tell me what you think.......

My sugar cookies???? And he doesn't even realize he's been caught eating them...

HAHAHA..... Caught Red handed!! Reaching sneakily to grap 1/500 cookies LOL

Of course now that he has all that energy he begins jumping on the couch.. tsk tsk tsk. Its worse than the Caffinated Coffee Ryan gave him on monday LOL

UH-OH Kyle... Playing with moms Christmas decor?? What will mom say about this?

As you can see Kyle has been up to much trouble, What can I say he takes after his dad LOL, Don't you agree??

PS: All Pics are posed!! LOL We were bored, and having fun with the camera today

Heres the song I said I would post

This was written about 3 weeks ago I wrote it as a prayer in a way. Alot of you know some of the struggles I've been going through, some of you don't, but I started off one night crying out to God "WHERE ARE YOU? WHY CAN"T I SEE YOU? I CAN"T GO ON LIKE THIS I NEED YOU HERE!! SHOW ME WHERE YOU ARE." And I heard very clearly." I'm here, I'm here even when you can't see me I'm holding you. I'm watching you. I'm with you no matter what happens. I see what happens I see what you have been going through and I'm here." And So this was written as a prayer that even though I can't see what God is doing he's here. He's watching whats going on and he's always watching over me.

Through the Shadows

Running in Darkness Crying out
Can You hear me screaming out loud
I hear Your voice through the shadows
My heart is pounding My fears become real
Pleased do not leace me I can't do this alone
I hear Your voice through the shadows

Daddy God Can you hear me
Father God Hear the Cry of my heart
Father Spirit I worship You
King of Kings I bow at Your feet
I hear Your voice through the shadows

I know I can't turn back not on my own
I reach out my hand begging don't let me go
I feel Your presence through the shadows
Walkin down this path seeking out for You
I feel an awesome presence I know it must be true
I feel your Presence through the shadows

Daddy God Can you hear meFather God Hear the Cry of my heartFather Spirit I worship YouKing of Kings I bow at Your feetI feel your Presence through the shadows

I hear the Roaring thunder I feel the pouring rain
I see Your people 'round me Your love is in there face
I know your hear through the shadows
The burden of my heart is lifted at the cross
Darkness turns to light Everythings made clear
I know You're hear through the shadows

Daddy God You heard me
Father God heard the Cry of my heart
Father Spirit I worship You
King of Kings I bow at Your feet
I know You're hear through the shadows.
I know You're hear through the shadows.
I know You're hear through the shadows.

We made it!!

Ok, I started this day at 8 and have been on the move ever since. By now I should be drained but I have more energy than is natural LOL. Thanks to: a Poptart, a Caramel Frapp., A Oreo Mint coffee cooler, Coffee cake, A donut, and chocolate milk, (THATS WAAAY TOO MUCH SUGAR.. I feel sick!!) Anyways, at 8 this morning I was up and ready to finish packing, and cleaning Ryan and Briannas apt. The truck left at 11 am for the 6 hour drive, with my dad, Brianna, Kierra, Sylas, and Ivy. The rest of us Finished cleaning and Waited for the manager to inspect the apt. We left at 3pm for the 6 hour drive. After many stops and stuff we finally got here at 11:30 pm(That was WAAAY more than 6 hours as I was told!!) I don't feel like writing anything more because I'm tired, and I NEED to work on HW!!!

Bitter sweet and Sour

I'm deathly afraid of house centipedes, So I need everyone else who agrees that they are freaky to tell me!! My friend was laughing at me last night because I freaked out when I saw one.

Ok, CRAZY day. It started off nice. I woke up at 8am to go to church, (When I got home last night I crashed... I even forgot to change into my PJ's so I awoke and still had my jeans, sweater and Tennies on LOL). I went to church, my dad had a board meeting so I sat there playing piano most of the afternoon(from 12-3). My dad and I then picked up my brother and we went to Ryan and Brianna's house to help get the moving truck packed and ready for them to move to Wisconsin tommorrow. I mostly held Ivy so Brianna could focus on packing(I'm not complaining one bit!! lol) my job was sooo hard LOL. It was hard watching them pack everything. Its a bitter sweet feeling. I'm happy they are going and that they will be working with Brianna's dad, but I'm also Sad because I don't want them to leave! I'm going to miss having Sylas crawling around, and Ivy sleeping in my arms. I'm going to miss having Ryan and Brianna so close to our home, and hanging out with them. I'm going to miss Briannas cooking, and Ryans cheesy jokes!! LOL

So Tommorrow my dad, Kierra, and I will drive the 5 hours with them so we can help them unpack everything and get settled in. Then Tuesday night we will come back home. *Sigh* It seems like time went too fast. I can't wait to get my license. When I do you had better believe I will be visiting often!!!

A good day!

Ok Besides being awoken by my nieghbor, who wanted to borrow an odyssey Disk, this morning. Today was a good day. I woke up to a CLEAN room!!! I can see the floor and my bed is made, and I can open my closet doors LOL. It's GREAT!! Last night I awoke at 3 in the morning and couldn't fall back to sleep, so finally giving up I decided to do something productive and I cleaned my room. After that I slept fine. =) I then did some hw because I don't know how much I'm going to get done monday and tuesday, since I'll be in WI. During this time I let Kierra play with my hair(that was a mistake) she attempted to put curlers in, and she had no clue what she was doing so I ended up stopping her to save my hair from being pulled out and took them all out.... unfortunatly She had only done half my head was done... So As I'm pulling all these curlers out I'm watching as the right side of my head grow. (No i didn't take pics of that!!!) So I straigtened it and threw a hat on.
After that mishaps, I grabbed my bag, music, and camera and walked over to the Ad building on campus and I took pictures for school, and played piano. Its begining to come back. I've been working on a piece I wrote, and also some old stuff like... Fur Elise, Jesu Joy of Mans Desire, The Phantom of the Opera, exc..... I like having a full piano with in walking distance now. While I was playing a friend, Noah, overheard me and walked in and He asked me what I was playing, and I told him it was a song I wrote and he asked em to play it for him so on and so forth, afterwards though I showed him the words, and told him why I had written it or the meaning behind it and I wish there were more Noahs in the world! He listened, questioned, and listened again, and then prayed with me. It was so simple, but it meant the world to me.
Because my mom is out of Town this weekend with my brother Kyle, and my sister is at my brother and sister's, Ryan and Brianna, house tonight, it was just me and my dad. We went shopping(yes my dad is cool enough to take me shopping LOL) and then we went out to eat at Don Pablos. I must say I have one of the most amazing dad's in this world!! He's so funny, and I like hanging out with him! ummm... yeah LOL

Here are some of the photos I took =)

Prayer

A long, but good day. Tiring but a satisfying tiring not an exhausted tiring(if that makes sense) I worked on HW most of the day. Went down to the Ad building here on campus and Played the piano or tried lol. I've been working on some old music and i've been unsuccesful in my attempt to remember how to play them lol. I came home did some more HW, and then I left for Friday night witnessing. heres the basically what happens

We meet at 6pm and begin to pray asking God to show us where we should go and who we should talk to..... We right down everythign we feel the Lord is telling us(prophecy, incase you are wondering) and we go the the place the Lord has called us. Today we felt led to the local Walmart... So we drive down there and split into groups of 2 or 3 and began looking for the people We felt God Specifically told us to talk to, and from there we just talk to them. We ask if we can pray for them, about anything. Sometimes a conversation can last 4 hours sometimes it lasts 2 minutes, it depends on the person.

Its amazing to see how conversations begin and how God works. He really is a powerful God. We had one lady who was in her 70's get healed from arthrites in her left hand. it was so cool to hear about!! God is at work!! Nights like tonight make me wish I could stay out all night!! I wish everyone could have the same expierence. The feeling that God is there, talking to you and through you. It is something that once you feel you never want to go back to being just regular again!! I strongly suggest praying that God gives you words. Its amazing!! =) The power of prayer!! Is an AWEOSME thing!!

Why mornings???

Whoever said morning was the best time to start school obviously didn't have to go to school that early. I know I can't complain like many of my friends, but its still no fun. Last night I was lying awake, and I heard this yelling, screaming, and kicking(it sounded like someone was dying!) I go to my 4 year old brothers room , because mine is the closest to his, and kneel byhis bed and ask him "Whats wrong buddy?" He says in his loudest most demanding voice "I WANT MOMMY!!!!!" There was no mistaking what he wanted, and I knew he wasn't going to stop until he got it....

I love how a 4 year old knew how to get some one to listen to him while so many of us teens and adults still have no clue. The answer so many of us forget is sooo simple. We aren't PERSISTENT in our want. I was reading this morning Luke 18:1-8 Its about the widow who kept coming to Jesus again and again she finally got what she asked. in verse 5 Jesus says "Yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will see she gets justice, so that she won't eventually wear me out with her coming". Its so simple, but we make it so difficult. When we want something we need to be persistent. Why can a 4 year old understand that, yet we sit down studying our Bibles trying to figure out why God isn't answering prayers??

Day in the life of me =)

A typical day at the zoo consists of looking at animals with your school, and possibly having a test later on that day. My trip involved my friend Beka and a lot of pictures, and naming. We went through the zoo looking at each animal, and naming them after the person it most ressembles or behaviour was most alike. We made our way ignoring the stares from the occasional onlooker. and had alot of fun. Petting Fish and taking pictures of all the random animals we could, we finaly left and made our way to Arbys for lunch and Coldstone for desert.(I know Icecream in the winter what are we thinking). So by this time it's 2pm and we are ready to start school, So we hang out inmy living room watching A Walk To Remember(on of the best movies ever) and attempted to do homework, and posted pics and names on Facebook, How fun is that!! Recieving comments from people regarding there animals and teasing them about it brought a smile to my face. As I'm talking to all these people and sitting here with Beka I think back to last year. Last year I barely had any friends. No one to really talk to or joke around with, And especially no one that I could tease on Facebook. It was just me. I remember the tears I shed because I felt like no one cared and how that has all changed in such a short amount of time. Continually asking God and seeking after him has helped so much. Through this all I have learned to trust God and really lean on him. My life verse has become

"For I know the plans I have for you" Declares the Lord "Plans to prosper you, plans to give you a hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11