"WHY ARE YOU SO UNFAIR? DONT YOU CARE?"-- I have been SOO tempted to think this especially lately. "God I cant see your hand. Are you here? Can You here my cry?" Today actually started off really good. I have been witnessing to my friend, Kevin. We have been text messaging all day today and he started by saying how much he cant stand our idiot christian beliefs and he cant understand how we can believe that God created us, He said only Morons would follow such beliefs over science and evolution. I of course come back with multiple arguements as to how Evolution is still a theory, and how It has been proven wrong again and again, One Law came to mind as I was Texting him, and the Second Law of Thermodynamics. Look it up if you dont know what it is!! But After many hours of argueing against his points and shooting down his arguements, he began to ask questions, and began to say it was impossible for him to be saved. I started then taking verses from the Bible and showing him different passages as he was asking question after question, It was so cool to watch this happen. I then went to Youth Group they had question and answers I talked to some friends, and then came home. I thought the night was going really well, and then I talked to my mom. My grandpa is doing really bad. He got more bad results from different tests he has taken. So that ruined the mood. And Then I get online and I find out that my friend Graceanns 10 year old brother was told he is dying today. He has less then 6 months to live. The doctors have given no hope to Him.

Sometimes I feel like God isn't here, like He is this far a way mass that doesnt care about creation. It makes me so angry sometimes when I see these things happen, and I cant see the reasons behind all the hurt We experience. But Then I have to remember That God never intended life to be this way. When he first created humanity he had a beautiful union planned between us and God. God planned this life with no suffering or pain. He planned for all of us to walk side-by-side with Him and talk with Him like we do eachother. And as much as our trials hurt, we need to look to God not blame him. We need to Praise Him through this and trust in Gods bigger picture. We were the ones that chose to turn away from God. And so Through this I want to choose to worship God, and fall on my knees and cry out to Him for strength. I want to Cling to Him and seek His wisdom through this. I want to love Him no matter what happens. I choose to Turn to God not away!

Quick Blog

I am a red head!!!!! I spent sunday evening dying my hair a fun shade of dark red just in time for prom, this saturday. So of course I also had to get a prom dress. Before I left to go shopping I told my parents I will not get a black dress, because the group of girls I'm going with almost all have black dresses so If all the guys wear black suits we will be a very dark group. And of course I got a black dress. Now I LOVE it, but I was laughing because it was the one color I said I wouldnt get. Oh Well. I think its amazing, and my red hair really makes it amazing. Moving on from that, this wendsday the drama group and I will be performing a drama I wrote for our Good Friday service at my Youth Group. Please be praying for that. Also for those of you who dont know My grandpa(on my moms side) Has cancer. The doctors have not given him much time unfortunatly, And this scares me. Not because hes dying but because hes not saved. So If you could all be Praying for his salvation. That the Lord will open doors so he will be open to hearing about God that would be amazing. I'm trusting God through all this, but its hard to think about, and has caused many tears.

Long week ahead.

We all went to the park last week and had fun taking pictures. So here are some of them.. I had realized it had been a bit since i had uploaded pics anyways =)
Linnea and I.... Neither she nor I fully understood why her face was so concerned in this pic.

Kierra and I... Sisters 4ever.. I <3 yah

We were just being weird when Linnea took this pic. but we both thought it was cute... its genuinly us,

Kierra and Linnea in a tree... We climbed the tree and took a bunch of pics, it was crowded and hard to move around, but thats what made it so interesting.

Well this has been a fun week. From my computer playing games with me, to drama practices, to Making videos in this AMAZING weather we've been having, to Being teased because I like wearing flip-flops in this weather, to, to, to, to LOL. This will be a very exciting week to come though. I found a pretty cool editing program on my computer so I have been filming and editing videos and i'm LOVING it. I plan to edit two more videos and post them on You tube, so hopefully I can get the rest of the recording done. =) This Friday we(Ruthie, Tyler, Linnea, Bekah, and Patrick) are performing a drama which I wrote for our Good Friday service. I will also be leading worship. So I'm most definatly looking forward to that. I'm DEFINATLY looking forward to Easter and the candy(Yes I still get Candy on Easter, and I dont have to grow up if I choose not to) OH OH OH and This week I have come to find that Peanutbutter can be and cheese can be paired with almost anything.. it was a CRAZY I was thinking about everything I put cheese on this week when I was bored, and I realized I eat it with vegies(califlour, brocolli, corn, exc..), Fruit(apples, Grapes, Oranges, exc..) Meat(Steak, Hamburger, Fish, exc...) Whole grains(Bread, Noodles, exc..) And then of course its a Dairy product LOL... Next I was trying to figure out which other food I could eat with almost anything, and I came up with Peanut butter, because almost no matter what I eat, peanut butter taste good with it LOL.

Here is the Link to the Video I posted on you tube this week...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQzdq282VVU

And then this is one i did a while ago with just pictures
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VvVdX_s-aM

Enjoy both and I'll Talk to ya'll soon