"WHY ARE YOU SO UNFAIR? DONT YOU CARE?"-- I have been SOO tempted to think this especially lately. "God I cant see your hand. Are you here? Can You here my cry?" Today actually started off really good. I have been witnessing to my friend, Kevin. We have been text messaging all day today and he started by saying how much he cant stand our idiot christian beliefs and he cant understand how we can believe that God created us, He said only Morons would follow such beliefs over science and evolution. I of course come back with multiple arguements as to how Evolution is still a theory, and how It has been proven wrong again and again, One Law came to mind as I was Texting him, and the Second Law of Thermodynamics. Look it up if you dont know what it is!! But After many hours of argueing against his points and shooting down his arguements, he began to ask questions, and began to say it was impossible for him to be saved. I started then taking verses from the Bible and showing him different passages as he was asking question after question, It was so cool to watch this happen. I then went to Youth Group they had question and answers I talked to some friends, and then came home. I thought the night was going really well, and then I talked to my mom. My grandpa is doing really bad. He got more bad results from different tests he has taken. So that ruined the mood. And Then I get online and I find out that my friend Graceanns 10 year old brother was told he is dying today. He has less then 6 months to live. The doctors have given no hope to Him.
Sometimes I feel like God isn't here, like He is this far a way mass that doesnt care about creation. It makes me so angry sometimes when I see these things happen, and I cant see the reasons behind all the hurt We experience. But Then I have to remember That God never intended life to be this way. When he first created humanity he had a beautiful union planned between us and God. God planned this life with no suffering or pain. He planned for all of us to walk side-by-side with Him and talk with Him like we do eachother. And as much as our trials hurt, we need to look to God not blame him. We need to Praise Him through this and trust in Gods bigger picture. We were the ones that chose to turn away from God. And so Through this I want to choose to worship God, and fall on my knees and cry out to Him for strength. I want to Cling to Him and seek His wisdom through this. I want to love Him no matter what happens. I choose to Turn to God not away!
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