Thinking

Yes simply that cool

Theres the over bite =D

HAHAHA yeah

Straight face for comparison sake

So it's been a month now, and I love where we are and love the neighborhood, and I love this house, but I really do miss all my friends being so close, I miss my youth group, I miss my hometown and knowing it like the back of my hand, I miss walking to the railroad tracks, sitting and writing, laughing, crying, or just thinking, I miss a lot of things. Its been a challenge for me. I've grown up in Bloomington, despite all the moves I've made in the last 13 years its always been in Bloomington, close to everything.

Its weird because I don't even know how to put into words the thoughts that are going through my head. I feel like laughing because I know this is a good thing, but at the same time crying because everything different. Its only 45 minutes away, true enough, but its not like I can go out there everyday and see people. I think one of the hardest losses has been the youth group. The last time I went I had found out we got the house, and I was too excited to realize I that was the last time I would be there, the last time I would run power points, or open the candy shop, as well as finally lead worship there, trivial things i know, but after 4 years with this youth group seeing it at its high and lows, they have become like family.

Gosh I've been sitting here thinking for 45 minutes trying to figure out how to word all this, How sad is that, I cant even word any of this, So lets just say I miss a lot of things!

And please don't get me wrong, I am extremely happy, about where I am and whats been happening. But the transition and trying to find a new normal has been difficult. anywhoo I put up a picture, This is me 3 weeks after the surgery(3 hours ago lol) swelling is mostly gone, and I have an overbite LOL... and yes I have been having waaaaay too much fun with my webcam LOL pictures are evidence enough lol =P