God where are You?

I'm sitting alone, its dark other than the faint glow of the computer screen and ya know whats running through my head?

"God where are You?"

Yeah I know its crazy right? Asking God where He's been. Here's what I keep thinking,

"Lord My friends are hurting, peoples lives torn apart
Where are YOU? Because right now, what I'm seeing is dark
I keep hearing a girl crying because her mothers gone,
and a boy throwing fists at the wall because his father told him to be strong.
The clouds keep rolling in, getting darker and thicker.
And I'm going to be honest, My heart is beating quicker.
Right now Come alive, is my worst fear
A long time ago you told me somewhere

"Don't be afraid, for I am with you.
Don't be discouraged, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you.
I will hold you up with my victorious right hand."
-Isaiah 41:10

But lately Your right hand seems kinda far.
Times are getting tough and I have over come so much,
but for every step forward, it seems like I'm taking a step back.
Losing my way I'm far from on track.
Time keeps slipping away.
Days keep passing by, meaningless days.
Wondering whats going on?
It doesn't seem right, I thought I was strong!
But I look around and keep getting told that I'm wrong.
But wanna know whats funny
or maybe not funny, but awesome despite
No matter what I think, say, or feel
There's one thing I can depend on I know that its real
God You're here, I base this all on faith

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. -Hebrews 11:1

Such big meaning for one little word but its what keeps me going whenever I start to question. Gods real God's active. And I can list story after story, of what You've done in my life. Of times I have seen you at work, and caring.

God help me be strong when I feel like collapsing,
Give me rest when all I can do is toss and turn,
Give me peace when I'm all alone,
Remind me I'm precious when I want to die
A treasure worth waiting for when I want to give in
Give me courage when I'm scared to stand tall
and let me rest in your presence When I'm about to fall"