Please pray for me!

What do you do when you feel like Life is spinning out of control?? Things you thought were ok suddenly aren't and you dont know what to do about it. Theres so much happening and I cant even begin to explain it. I dont know If I want to cry, yell, hit my pillow, or just sit in silence. I feel like I'm losing grip on things that should be so basic. But I dont know how to describe whats going on, or why I'm feeling this way.

I pray but at this moment I feel like God isnt hearing me. I feel like no matter how much I reach out to Him, He's not reaching back. I know thats not true, but thats how it feels. I'm at a point where I need Him more than anything, but I can't break the barriar and reach Him. I can't seem to break past my emotions and recognize Gods here, that He's never left me. I'm searching for a feeling when all I need is faith to believe He's here and working, but my faith is lacking because of problems I cant explain. I wouldn't normally write my problems like this, but I NEED prayer. I know I'm in a place where if I'm not praying Satan could easily place doubts in my mind about God, but I feel like my prayers aren't getting through tonight, and its a struggle to pray!! I know this is probally confusing to people, its confusing to me, but PLEASE PRAY that God will protect my mind, my heart, my family, and that all thats going on will be made right because at this moment so much seems wrong, and it scares me.