Thursday, July 30, 2009

Wrestling!

Last night I stayed up literally half the night, and most of the afternoon Praying and wrestling with the Lord trying to make sense of everything. I'm not going to say I dont need prayer because I definatly do, but this afternoon as I was praying I felt just a peace amidst this storm. I was sitting on my knees praying and I finally broke and started crying, I cryed out saying "I'm not moving or getting up until I KNOW that I know that I know that You are here! I will not move until this barrier I feel is gone!" and I didn't Finally I dont know exactly when but something broke and it was the most amazing thing, it was like God's presance surrounded me. I have never felt such peace and joy during such a difficult time. There are still problems that I need prayer for, but I KNOW God is here!! HE IS HERE!!! I'M NOT ALONE DURING THIS!!!! I wrestled until God revealed Himself to me, and when He did It was undeniable! So now please pray for me as I confront some problems with some friends that I know needs to end. My one friend is into ALOT of things that scares me because its very harmful!

On that note I saw the house we are buying today! If all things check out(which it should!) We will be moving in 3 weeks. I'm already packing. My room is about twice the size, and the house is incredible! Its got a HUGE yard, and The house is AMAZING. It wasDefinately a God thing =D I'm not sure about moving though. I'm leavign everything familiar in Bloomington, and moving to Brooklyn Park. New school, New area, and New people. Yes its only 30 minutes from Bloomington, but thats still further than before and will mean seeing my friends less.

PRAYER REQUEST!!! I'm going in to take my license test August 18th Pray I get it the first Time, and that I get a car(I have no money and am praying God provides one free, i know thats a big request, but God can do anything)
Pray For my upcoming surgery September 16th I will have to be at the hospital by 5:30am, and will stay overnight.
Pray that I find a job ASAP once we move as well

Thank You God for what you are doing!! and Help me as I deal with the upcoming future.

<3 you all and thank you SOOO much!!

1 comment:

  1. Yay yay yay! I'm happy for you Kelly!
    Aaaannnd- guess who's aunt and uncle live rather near Brooklyn Park? :)...If only I was gonna be here longer. :(

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