Blog 9: One memory you wish you could forget?

I never wanted to forget anything... until recently. Never looked back on life and regretted, or wished I hadn't gone through X, Y and Z... until now. I don't think its so much I wish to forget, as I wish I hadn't been so stupid.

I recently, decided I was tired of being the "goody-two-shoes" amongst my friends, got into a relationship with a young man, despite my parents telling me not to, and needless to say it spun out of control. I made choices, to ignore what my parents warned against, and it's ripped a lot of trust as everything came to the surface.

I got so caught up in what the world thought of me, that I forgot that the only opinion that matters is Christ's. He is where I should find my identity. I have been entrusted with so much leadership, responsibility, and opportunities through the years. I have been looked up to as a hero, among many, and to disappoint all those people, to know that I went against my parents, and by doing so ignored Gods calling on my life, even for a moment, is a regret. It's something I wish had never happened.