Today I missed a call from the state insurance, due to me being at work, they had yet another question about my application, this time having to do with my new job. I called them back and was on hold for an hour before getting through. Because I couldn't pick up the phone, they put our file back on the shelf, and it will be processed, with the new information, in another 3 weeks. After hanging up the phone, I sat down and cried. Five months of waiting, and processing, waiting some more, and now we have to wait another 3 weeks for them to process our insurance, because I couldn't answer my phone. Every emotion just came to the surface and I couldn't contain it anymore.
I'm so tired, just when Gabe and I feel as though we can take a breath because things are coming together, another problem arises. I know it doesn't seem like a big deal, but this means that we need to pay another round of monthly medical bills that were supposed to be covered by the insurance this month. We have been able to pay off some of those bills thanks to our friends and family being so generous. But it's still so overwhelming.
God has been so faithful to provide for us during the last several months. I know He will continue to provide, and walk with us, as I cry out to Him. But emotionally, it's still a struggle.
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