Communicating "I feel..." that's always been a struggle for me, just being able to tell others how I feel and being totally honest about it. I have a struggle with letting down my guard around anyone, and being able to say "Today was great" or "today was a bit rough" and I don't mean I want to be going over the top, and get all OVER emotional, but being honest about it about how I feel, and start opening up towards people. I'm tired of being scared of feeling. Yeah I said scared. I'm scared that if I open up, I'm going to be judged, let down, mocked, told off, exc... but I want to try, baby steps right. I've always said I never want to be controlled by fear, So I'm going to start something. For the next 25 blogs, I'm going to post replies to the following 25 questions, in order. In hopes that I by writing things out from my past, and being willing to be totally open, in regards to some though provoking questions, It can work towards baby steps of actually opening up. Then also if anybody would like to add questions as I'm going through this, I want to encourage you to ask me with out hesitation. I'm praying that part of this can be used as a step in breaking down these walls. Please pray for me. I know I'll probably end many of these blogs in tears, and completely scared of reactions I'll get.
1. What is your Testimony
2.What is your biggest insecurity?
3.What is something you wish you could change?
4. What has been your biggest struggle in growing up?
5. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
6. Are you holding onto something that you need to let go of?
7. Have you done anything lately worth remembering?
8. Who your closest friends in your life right now, and what makes them special to you?
9. What is one memory you wish you could forget?
10. Do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength?
11. What is one dream you remember?
12. When you die what do you want your legacy to be?
13. Who is your hero?
14. Make a list of your strengths.
15. What is the best part of your week, why?
16. What is your life verse, why?
17. Which activities make you lose track of time?
18. If you could do it all over again, would you change anything?
19. If you could talk to anyone right now, who would it be, and what about?
20. If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?
21. Ask a few people what they think of you honestly, and post it here. Write your reaction
22. What do you spend most of your time worrying about?
23. Are you aware that someone has it worse than you?
24. What makes you smile?
25. What would you regret not fully doing, being, or having in your life?
2.What is your biggest insecurity?
3.What is something you wish you could change?
4. What has been your biggest struggle in growing up?
5. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
6. Are you holding onto something that you need to let go of?
7. Have you done anything lately worth remembering?
8. Who your closest friends in your life right now, and what makes them special to you?
9. What is one memory you wish you could forget?
10. Do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength?
11. What is one dream you remember?
12. When you die what do you want your legacy to be?
13. Who is your hero?
14. Make a list of your strengths.
15. What is the best part of your week, why?
16. What is your life verse, why?
17. Which activities make you lose track of time?
18. If you could do it all over again, would you change anything?
19. If you could talk to anyone right now, who would it be, and what about?
20. If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?
21. Ask a few people what they think of you honestly, and post it here. Write your reaction
22. What do you spend most of your time worrying about?
23. Are you aware that someone has it worse than you?
24. What makes you smile?
25. What would you regret not fully doing, being, or having in your life?
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