Imperfection. Not physically, but mentally.When it comes to grades or my actions, I hate making mistakes. I hate not being able to do something perfectly. It got so bad at one point, I cried over a B+ at school. Teachers would/make a minor mark off, and I'm ashamed of the red negative marks, or am told I am doing something wrong, and I keep doing it. I feel like a failure, especially over tiny things, that I KNOW that I KNOW that I KNOW. I should know. I push myself to suceed, and over achieve. I stretch myself to the max, and it often comes back to bite me. Perfection is impossible, but I hate imperfection. if this makes sense at all. =P
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Blog 2: My Biggest Insecurity.
Imperfection. Not physically, but mentally.When it comes to grades or my actions, I hate making mistakes. I hate not being able to do something perfectly. It got so bad at one point, I cried over a B+ at school. Teachers would/make a minor mark off, and I'm ashamed of the red negative marks, or am told I am doing something wrong, and I keep doing it. I feel like a failure, especially over tiny things, that I KNOW that I KNOW that I KNOW. I should know. I push myself to suceed, and over achieve. I stretch myself to the max, and it often comes back to bite me. Perfection is impossible, but I hate imperfection. if this makes sense at all. =P
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Kelly!! I have the exact same problem!!! It's super hard to keep it balanced.
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